Or sometimes one can be one’s own worst critic.
Constructive criticism is a funny set of words. One is about
building and the other is deconstructing. It is also funny what people think
constructive criticism is and isn’t.
For example, hearing “your anatomy is off” isn’t very
helpful. But hearing “You need to look at the back leg of your figure. Legs
don’t bend like that unless broken” is of much more use.
Honestly I am my own worst critic. I see every flaw and shortcut
I did to get to the final product. I see the materials I substituted because I
couldn’t find exactly what I wanted. I see every blemish and missed brush
stroke.
But what I have learned over time is that there is a point
that one just needs to let it go and let others see it.
I use Peter a lot as my sounding board. He has a good eye
for things that I didn’t even think about. I trust his opinion about my work
because he doesn’t sugar coat things for me.
But occasionally I do get someone who doesn’t like my work
and they tell me that they don’t. I ask why and they give me some answer that
doesn’t make sense or they give me something else to think about in the final
product. I remember one guy didn’t like my work but it turned out that he
didn’t like puppets at all and didn’t understand why they were in an art show.
I have had to fight the puppets as art battle more than once in my career.
Today I am going to work on a griffin that I have had in my
head for a bit. I think I finally have all the pieces sorted out and now can
draft it.
I am sure there will be parts that I don’t like but there
are always parts that I don’t like or know how I would change them next time. But
that is part and parcel of being an artist and a craftsman.
I am grateful for the constructive criticism I have receive over
the years including Wendy Froud sending me back to my table to redo my doll’s
hand because “You and I know that you can do much better than that”. Thanks
Wendy.